~ UpSeT ~

Supposedly I shd be happy de ...
Cuz I got a new cam, new clothes, new shoes ...
But ...

I saw something that made me realli upset ...
I peeked into my bro's hp
(I noe I shdnt be doing that ... but ...)
Anyway I saw dat FAB's smses to my bro
Complaining to him abt me ...
And I got to noe how come I couldnt get to use the internet that time
Dat FAB changed the wireless router password!
And there was another sms dat goes something like this ...

"I told yr mum that I wan her to pay the price ... blah blah blah ... i think banning her from using the internet forever and ignoring her attitude is enuff ... dun wan to make yr mum worry too much ... "

I nearly tot I nid to spend money buying a network card ...
And I realli wonder wats her intention of making me the network cable
since she already stop me from using the router and the cable?
For show? to show my bro how "GOOD" she is to me?

Im nt exactly upset of having her as my family
(cuz I dun treat her as one)

But ...

WHY is it that I oways have so many xiao ren trying to provoke me?
WHY is it that my bro only believes her?
WHY is it that my mum chooses to side her?

Can anyone tell me WHY?

I hate it to know that my mum seems to be ...
Only interested in how much "profit" she will get
From my next yr wedding dinner ...
(Imagine She demanded for 7 tables and I was so paiseh to mention it to my future mother-in-law )

Instead of helping her own flesh n blood ..
She's siding someone else ...

I feel so tired n weary
Even at home ... I have to put up with all this shit!

I wan to DISAPPEAR!!!!!!